IT'S ALL ABOUT ME

2010-09-29T01:18:00.002+08:00

I really hate my life..... Why im the only felt one left out..... Is it because im ugly, fat, stupid inmature and i wear tudung..... Fine i admite that im ugly, fat, stupid and i inmature.... And maybe i really look old in my age..... I know that i make people bored when they are around me... All people have interest life and a happy moment in their life but i have none..... Why do i have to put a fake smild around people when i not happy..... Im sick and tried to always be the good girl...... Wat happen if one day i turn into a bad girl??? Will i get my happiness that i been searching all this while...... Now i keep thinking wat happen if that day really come??? Why done people just understand my feeling..... I sick and tried to think about this and cry all nite.... Maybe this is how i should life for the rest for my life......

Why do i even bother to write this..... As if people will read..... I think i should just delect the blog....

2010-07-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

it been a long time i update my blog.....
to busy with study and personal matter.....
now the project has started....
i have two project need to hand in soon before
national day.....
then exam is getting nearer......
also there will be a two week of break
for yog on 14 august.....
tomorrow got swimming lesson....
can't wait for that......

that all for today....

2010-07-13T10:03:00.002+08:00

it been a week now i start sch at

the new campus.... the campus is so

big and during the first day some of us start

to get lost..... but overall it okey lah.....

but only one thing that the school is lacking.....

it is there is no dustin in the class.....

can u believe it that there is not dustin bin

in the class..... wah....

also past this few days there alot of

problem has happening..... to many thing to think....

the problem and project..... rite noe i felt like running

away from reality and go to the world for fantasy.....

i cant believe that this thing happening to us......

i always kept crying in my sleep.....

rite now the only thing that i can do

is to pray and hopefully everything is going

fine......

i have to stay strong for now.......

2010-06-29T21:49:00.002+08:00

just left few more day till school re-open
again..... and i will be study
in new environment and in new school.....
last Friday, my class went on a tour
in the new school at cck.....
the school is so much and nice at the same time.....
we get to see the new class and new lab....
all the classroom has air-con... cool or wat....
but i bet that in the first day of school alot
for my classmate (maybe include me) will get
abit lost to find the new class..... but in the school, you have to
sit a index number..... but it okey we all a classmate anyway..
and we got get more close we each other....
also at the new school has a swimming pool, and swim is
part of our pe..... okey lah, at least get free swim lesson........
will can't wait to start new school and confirm has alot
for project now...... hahahahaha

see you guys soon in the new school....

2010-06-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

why my heart keep beating so fast just now......
it feel like it will explode soon.......
is it cause of him....... come on fatin it cant be......
it all history...... why it sudden came back now.....
why i feel like crying........ OMG, come on fatin you done it once
and you can do it again...... just believe in urself......
come on fatin just forget about it..... you are dreaming......
let just forget about it and hope tomorrow will be
as per normal..... just let the feeling go..........
you will never get what you want
hope very thing will be normal again........

2010-06-11T16:53:00.002+08:00

finally it school holidays.......
yesterday was the last for school and the last
test paper..... it was CPA, it was okey for me
but i can answer the last three question.... so sad.....
but it okey.... atleast i try my best..... when the
school break is done on 5 july, we be start to study at
the new campus at chua cho kang.... really cant
wait to go to the new campus.... on the 25 june we be
having a tour at the new campus and take a look
at the new class.....
i also wanted to watch the karate kid..... girls let
plan a outing soon.... i really2 want to watch it......
i will miss them.... hope get to see you girls soon.....

okeylah....... that all for todays..........

2010-06-03T12:55:00.003+08:00

i'm in class right now.... waiting for teacher

to come..... bev test is over..... hope i did well for that

test.... now need to focus on ofa and cpa......

ofa is tomorrow and cpa is next week....

i'm not worry about ofa but i more worry in cpa.....

many thing need to memorised.....

more scary man.....

good luck to all my classmate.....

that all for today.....

2010-05-31T22:29:00.003+08:00

hate when i get sick...... wake up in the morning,
my head was like been hit by something hard.......
wahh..... it really hurt.......
this weekend has been a great day for me......
last Friday was a public holiday so, shaaheerah and me
plan to meet up with zeila at vivo..... first plan was to watch
the last song at vivo but in the end the vivo was
not on screening..... wahh.... so sad man.....
in the end call zeila to meet up......
after zeila arrived we sat at coffee bean
and talk about life...... after that don't know wat to
do, we went to henderson wave.... finally..... we been planning
to go to henderson wave since last year... and finally we got to
henderson wave around 7 plus..... but i guess we when on the wrong day......
when about to start walking on the bridge it start to rain heavily......
wahh.... i guess we are the only one how walking on the bridge...
that what we call advantages.... i won't not forget that day......
it was the fun day....... girl let go outing again.... after that we went
to orchard to meet lisa at her workk place.... i really miss her so much.....
lisa we have to meet when you free.....

2010-05-27T20:28:00.004+08:00

it's been long i update this blog.....
busy with school work and stuff..... next week is CA test.....
so stress now..... must really hard study hard
now..... but it's okey, holiday is also coming....
don't know wat to do during the three week
holidays..... that not all, when school reopen
we be going to the new campus at chua chu kang.....
really can't wait..... ahh i will be missing
clementi.........

tomorrow will be meeting with friend and watch
the last song at vivo......
can't wait to meet them.....

i heard that Super Junior is coming to town....
i hope it true......
Go Super Junior!!!!!!

that all for today!!!!!

2010-05-01T16:02:00.002+08:00

this week hs been a best day for my life.....
monday, tuesday, wednesday are the normal day....
lesson has prenormal......
but on thursday and friday was my best day ever....
it was my orientation camp for all april intake 2010.....
it was held onsingapore discovery center.....
YES PEOPLE my camp was at singapore discovery center........
Thursday, day 1
7.30 am arrived at Singapore Discovery Center....
briefing and put all our bag in a class room....
around ten plus then start playing game.....
the first game was we have to build a structure only
using a newspaper and tape.... we were divide into three
group and the structure must be tall, strong and unique....
in my group we build a tower that look like a tower that
will collapse any time.... but our tower was the tallest and we
got in second place.... after that we play at lot of interesting game until
the night..... the best game was a polar bear game.... it just like playing....
police and thief.... it just a bit different...
but most for all the first day was fun and tiring...
the most important things is that all my
classmate come together and having a great time together....

Fridays, day 2
wake up at 5am... getting ready and wait till 7 am....
then again put all the bag at class room... and around ten start
playing game and get bonding again.... we play all the game till
4pm.... and then from 4 - 6.30 we practice for our cheer while wait for
parent meeting session start..... we practice three cheer and we have to
perform infront of the parent......we did great.....
around 8.15pm it home sweet home....

just for your information class QC is in the second place for
getting the most point in all the game....
and all for us hope that mr alex will bring
some pizza for us on monday hahahahah.....

that all for today......

2010-04-17T19:26:00.002+08:00

this week has been a great week for....
it is because i had start sch..... the first day
for sch is a nervous day for me.....
getting in new course and meet new people....
i was all alone.... i did not know anyone in the class...
on the second day we start sch as per normal....
but haven't start study..... next week will officially
start study.... but now i get to know few people in the
class and we can get along....
but it okey..... we have two year to get to know
each other..... in two week time we will be
having a adventure camp at discovery science center....
for two day one night......
i hope this two years will be a great year for me
and i hope i will get what i want at the end of the two year.....
let just work hard together to achieve what we want in life.....
to all my friends, i will miss u guys and hope we could meet up
again soon.......

that all for today.......

2010-04-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

today had a blast...... when to orchard
to accompany lisa to perm her with zeila.....
we arrive at the store around 4+ and
waited for lisa for 4hr..... yes people, she finished
perm her hair around 8+.....
after that meet catty at causeway point....
and had dinner at pasta mania together..... and
reach home almost 11.....
it was a great day for me..... get to
meet my friends again.... hope we could go
out together again in the future....
few more day, the school will open.....
and i will be in higher nitec and
meet new friends....

that all for today!!!!!!!

2010-04-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

hello people..... sorry to take so long
to update...... well nothing interesting to
update..... okey i have been accepted to continue
my study in higher nitec, after the interview last
week..... and last tuesday the teacher who inter view my
call and said that i have been accepted..... 12 april i will start
my school..... my course is business study (service management)...
the course will be for two years...... can wait to start school.....
and meet new friends..... well i just would like to said thank you
to my brother for belanja us dinner just now..... hope he will
belanja us again.....(hopefully).....

well that all for today......

2010-02-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

today had a graduation ceremony at
ite dover hq...... meet with all my
friends and teachers..... everyone dress
smartly in office attire...... just like when
we did a dress-up test for beg.......
all for us went up the stage one by one
to take our certificate...... then took a lot
for photo together..... i miss oe......
also had a small reception......

after the ceremony.... lisa, zeila, lya and me
went to town for window shopping..... first
we went to orchard ion to accompany zeila
to look for slippers..... then went to far
east plaza for lunch..... after that went to
cineleisure to accompany lya to bought
a shade..... at there i bought a wallet that
only cost $4...... after that we went home......
i hope we could get to go out like this again......

that all for today.....

2010-01-27T14:21:00.001+08:00

SHINee IS COMING TO
SINGAPORE.......

2010-01-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

just return home from late dinner....hahahaha.....
went to McDonald with mama and abah......
so fun..... mama read book, abah watch football
and me look around for cute boys..... hahahahaha........
just kidding...... i can't wait for 5 February,
ITE graduation ceremony..... can't wait to meet
all my friends..... i miss you guys..... i really, really,
really, really, really my friends.... and also OE.....
hope to see you guys there......
ohhh yah..... i already apply for higher nitec at
clementy in business admin.... hopefully i get it......
the result will be out on 18 feb..... just before yusri's birthday.......

that all for today..........

2010-01-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

+++HELLO 2010+++

2009-12-31T19:45:00.001+08:00

++++GOODBYE 2009++++
just fewer hour before 2010 arrive....

2009-12-30T23:49:00.003+08:00

tomorrow will be the last day for 2009...... cant believe that the year is coming to the end.... it just felt like yesterday i meet my friend in ite.... time goes so fast..... how i wish i could slow the time and enjoy my 2009 fully..... many thing in my life is great and bad in 2009..... lets just hope that 2010 will be a good year for me and i will meet new people in life..... and maybe in 2010 i will get what i been looking for in my life..... let just wait and see.....

+++SINGAPORE IDOL+++

2009-12-28T00:05:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATION
TO
SEZAIRI SEZALI
FOR BECOMING THE
NEXT SINGAPORE IDOL
YOU HAVE MAKE US PROUD.....
TO
SYLVIA
WELL DONE YOU DID GREAT
AND YOU ARE THE FIRST FEMALE
SINGAPORE IDOL FINALIST
TO GET TO GRAND FINAL......
TO MAKE ALL THE LADIES PROUD.....

2009-12-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

today i get my result..... and i get all B expect
BEG i got A..... and my gpa is again the
same as last semester 3.188............
thank god i pass......
for the pass 11 month i finally graduate.......
right now, i planned to go to higher nitec......
but don't know what course i should take.....
i was planning to take business admin but i'm still
thinking about it.....
well right now..... i miss my friends.....
we been together for 11 month and we
had been in up and down in life.... i wish you
guys have a happy and joyful life......
hope to see you guys soon .... insya-allah....
keep in touch k guys.....
-LOVE YOU ALL-

2009-12-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

today was the best day in life.....
send mom to see the dentist then had
dinner at a coffee shop near by the dentist....
after that pass by the pet shop and
saw this baby rabbit.....
there three of them.....
as my dad promise me.... if the shop sell
a baby rabbit...... he will bought it fir me......
so we get the grey, black and white rabbit......
at first farah is afraid but in the end she kept kiss
the baby...... the rabbit name is pito......
what cute rabbit.....
will update the photo soon....

!!!!!that all for today!!!!!

2009-11-24T15:12:00.003+08:00

just now received a revision

paper that contain unit 2 - unit 12

and contain 120 questions..... and all

the question are set by the student and

some from the teacher.... what a stress full

week.... still doing the paper...

it's okey.... it's only for few day

and everything will be done.....

also tomorrow will have two class test

for the two subject.....

can't wait for the holiday.....

i hope to get to higher nitic in

bussiness adminstration at clementi....

right now, i just need to focus on

the two subject......

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY CLASSMATE

FOR THE EXAM!!!!

2009-11-23T14:51:00.002+08:00

last satruday..... my mum, dad and i had a

fun day..... picnic at east coast park...... accompany

dad fishing...... ate mcdonald and white chocolate

from coffee bean..... the around 6.30pm

cycle around east coast park..... it was so fun.....

no BAM...... it was so peaceful......

few more day till exam and few more

till i gradute..... totally can't wait for the holiday....

hopefully i pass and get to higher nitec.....

just found out that my brother,veeknesh,

had a surgery today....... i don't know what

the surgery for..... but anyway hope he get better after

the surgery......

2009-11-20T08:20:00.002+08:00

okey finally i got what i wanted......

yesterday my friend and i watch

paranormal activity at causeway point.......

the movie was okey lah.....

it not that scary but there some part that

was shocking...... the ending was abit scary when

girl throw her boyfriend at the camera...... i

also like the part where the ouji board move

by itself, it burn itself and the entity

wrote something on the board......

but overall the movie was good and interesting

for those people who like the paranormal thing......

2009-11-18T12:31:00.002+08:00

i always want a friends like the boyzone.....

they are so close to each other that they

sleep next to stephen gately coffin on the night

before stephen gately body is being buried.....

they knew that stephen afraid of the dark and afraid

of being alone...... they even plan for the funeral and

pick stephen gately coffin personally..... what a sweet

funeral that the boyzone did for their bestfrined....

rest in peace Stephen Gately......

2009-11-17T21:19:00.003+08:00

from now onward, i will not plan for anything......

i'll not get to excited of something that will
happen or not happen....... i give up in plan things
and had to cancel it....... every time i plan
something or outing it will never work......
when i get to excited about it and suddenly had to
cancel it, omg only god know my feeling.....
i hate of getting excited.......
come on fatin STOP IT...... forget
about it..... you will never got what u want......
i will give it a last chance, if this plan had to cancel
again..... i will total give up in hope.........

2009-11-17T09:19:00.003+08:00

i'm in school now....... doing nothing again......

it look like i have alot of free time in school.....

right now i'm having LFS, then later have BEG aslo

do nothing as the common test for BEG is over...... then BEO

confirm just do revision or maybe class test unit 12...... then LFS again,

play computer all the way.... after school gonna watch

paranormal activity with girlfriends( its look like the movie is over..... my

guess is right ......everything will be cancel...... i will never watch

paranormal activity......)

......can't wait for that.......

YES the paranormal state will be back, on december........

can't wait for that.......

!!!!!!THAT ALL FOR TODAY!!!!!!

2009-11-13T10:23:00.002+08:00

i'm still in school..... i'm totally bored right now....... waiting for

teacher to teach...... but teacher noway to

be found!!!!!! exam is like in few week time.....

then holiday...... only had two paper of the exam.......

!!!!!!that all for today!!!!!!

2009-10-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

today school was fun....

today was my class turn to do the bazaar.....

my group sell sweet and chocolate....... at

first we had no confident that people will buy our sweet and chocolate.....

but with the support of our teacher and

classmate we manage to sell the sweet and chocolate....

and also manage to reach our target to sell until $50......

in the end, the total amount is $80++...... thank you to all who buy our sweet

and chocolate, our friends and our teacher of punishing

us to reach our target.....

tomorrow me and my classmate will have

class bonding at Singapore flyer.....

can't wait.......

that all for today.....

2009-10-27T15:17:00.002+08:00

hey people...... i'm still in school........

nothing to do...... teacher not in the class.......

today i had two class test.... wahhhh... my brain is so

tried now...... can't wait to go home......

ATTENTION!!!!!

to all my friends that taking their o level.....

GOOD LUCK GUYS....... DON'T STRESS YOURSELF.....

HOPE YOUR GUYS PASS WITH FLYING COLOUR......

HOPE YOU GUYS GET TO ANY POLYTECHNIC THAT

YOU GUYS DREAM OF.......

HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS SOON!!!!!

2009-10-14T10:36:00.002+08:00

now in class do nothing..... so bored.....

somebody please cheer up me up.... or i fell asleep

in ten minutes time..........

later we be going to balestier ite of cck roadshow...

hope it's not a boring roadshow......

that all for today.........

2009-10-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ZEILA......

today was dress up and zeila birthday..... in school

today we did nothing..... so bored..... we did dress up for

BEG, wearing office attire...... as you can see i wear long pant....

and yes, i'm the only girl wear long pant.... the rest wear skirt.....

for the whole day we wear high heel.... wahhh only god know

the pain...... tomorrow we go baslestier ite for cck roadshow.....

that all for today......

2009-10-11T02:22:00.002+08:00

i can't go to sleep now i don't why.... but something kept bothering me.... something that keep repeating itself..... that which call 'true friends'.... i always wonder wat its like to have true Friends that share ur problem and happiness together.... for example like demi lovato+selena gomez and miley cyrus+emily osment.... contacting each other and went out together..... sometimes i felt jealous when i see or read people went out to catch a movie or window shopping together or even had a sleepover at each other house and also share a secret together...... sometimes i jealous wit my friends.... they all have true friends...... u want to know something..... this three week of holiday i hardly went out of the house....... only went out for hari raya and class bbq and sometime went out to grandma or send my mum of check-up that all..... it not that im lazy but well it hard for me to put it in word........ i did not blame them, i know they all busy but(i have nothing to say here)....... maybe i dont have a true friend because im ugly, fat and stupid....... its that the reason why i dont have a true Friends?????? my true friend where are u now????? i really need u now........ hope to see my true friends soon.....

2009-10-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was bam birthday.......

now she is two year's old.......

i can't believe it that bam had already

turn two...... it just felt like, i just hold her in

my arm when she was only two days old.......

now she two years old........ bam really had grown......
now i really feel old.... hahahahahhaha......

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN SAYANG.......

2009-10-04T15:45:00.002+08:00

it's has been a long week....

had a class bbq at sentosa...... it was a lot of

fun.... i would not forget this class bbq..... also

we malay girl went hari raya together..... i wear

purple kebaya...... we went around singapore( only in

chua chu kang, marsiling, woodland and sembawang)

start at 2 pm and end at 10.30 pm..... wahhh so tired...

but it was fun......

*****that all for today*****

HARI RAYA IS COMING SOON

2009-09-18T23:20:00.004+08:00

went to school usual... finish at 11.30......

school holiday is already begin........
then went to grandma help to make ketupat.....

and also help to clean the house......

with the extra ketupat my dad and i

decorate my grandma plant....

2009-09-17T21:02:00.002+08:00

lisa birthday present from us......she pose with her present....
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY LISA

Today was lisa birthday..... shaheerah, lya, zeila and me

share money to buy her the bag that she wanted......

and we wanted to surprise her by giving it on break time

but we the one that get surprise..... she told us that

her parent already bought the bag....... but we just

give it to her during poa lesson..... and she was

shocked that we bought for her too......

after school went to jurong point with lisa and zeila.....

accompany zeila to buy thing for hari raya but she bought nothing

while lisa and me bought ear ring and handbag..... sori zeila......

that all for today.....

once again HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY LISA....

hope all your dream come true....

2009-09-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

went to school today after a day of rest......
yes.... yesterday i was absent from school....
today school was okeylah.... busy with poa revision
and free 2 hour period of sbm..... sit around do
nothing..... that all for today......

2009-09-08T15:34:00.002+08:00

currently in school..... having LFS now.....

this week and next week will be my

busy week ..... this week busy with revision

next week busy with exam.... more stress....

lucky i only have two paper next week....

holiday will be coming soon for me.... now i busy

helping my mum making some kiuh for hari raya.....

talking about hari raya, i had bought all thing

for hari raya.... this year my family will

wear black.... Yes finally my favourite colour

will be use this year...... i also bought purple

kebaya....... that all for today folks............

2009-09-03T20:27:00.001+08:00

today our school went to amry open house..... it
was fun....... especially the show.... lazy to
blog.... that all for today....

2009-08-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

today my sister and i went to queenway ikea to
buy thing to decor for hari raya..... yahh i knew
hari raya is still far but it better to buys thing
early.... at ikea today there is many people and
lucky bam is not with us.... went and look around
at the thing.... all the thing there is nice and i
wish could buy them all.... after buy the thing that
we wanted.... we went to causeway point and buy some
food for breakfast..... then went home and watch
michael jackson concert..... that all of today.....

2009-08-25T16:15:00.002+08:00

today is the 4rd ramadan..... currently in school.....

as usual free lesson in LFS..... the beo test is postpone

till next week.... it is because mr daniel tan will be mc

till thursday....... now very busy with teachers day celebration

that will be on next monday.... wahhh i'm so tried...... i want

to go home now........ that all for today......

2009-08-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

today is the third of ramadan....... school was okey lah.....
but sometime felt so hungry..... and finally i could
hold it till the break for fasting..... also today Mr
Daniel Tan on MC.... tomorrow got his test and
Wednesday too..... tomorrow also had meeting
for teacherday celebration..... wahhhh, so stress.....
after school today when to geylang to buy bam baju
raya and staff....... then after return home..... clean the
closet and so tired...... that all for today...... i need
to sleep now..... goodnite people................

2009-08-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

school today was okey lah... had an open book test....
and i get almost full mark..... now busy study beo....
two test next week... and also busy with teacher day
celebrate nedd to re-palnned..... wahh... more stress....
yesterday i got my birthday present from shaheerah....
she gave me a cute winnie the pooh bear.... i also get
a beautiful wallet from my cousin.... thank you guys for
the present and wishes.....

tomorrow is the month of ramadan....we start to fast tomorrow...
to all my muslim friends.... SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA.....

2009-08-18T15:51:00.002+08:00

currently in school....

free period but cannot go home

so boring..... just mdm haslina

treat us nasi lemak.... it was nice....

thank you mdm haslina....

then have BEO test..... next week aslo

have BEO test.... so stress... then

busy with meeting about teachers day

celebration that our group is planning....

ramadan is coming.... just few more day...

then we start fasting..... now i'm so

tried and restless.....

That all for today.....

2009-08-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

today was my best day ever..... went out with lya,shaheerah
and zeila to do project for sbm at national library.... then
walk from national library to clark quay.... to eat long john
silver but we wait until time for shaheerah to break her fast....
then stay around and watch people try the bungee jumping.... it
not the people that try the bungee jumping screaming but we the
want who screaming and laughing.... specially shaheerah.....
it was the fun day ever.... hope we get to do this again......

2009-08-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

i will like to wish a BIG THANK U to all my friends and family
for their birthday wishes.... thank u so much..... (ade juga yg
ingat birthday aku) there is no birthday party but i have to do
a charity work..... collect money for the lion home..... also today
my heart has been crush by someone on my birthday...... let just
forge about it..... if keep thinking of it, my heart will bleed again....
but today celebrate my birthday by having dinner with my family at soulgarden.....
it was nice..... anyway i just wanna said thank you to all who wish me
happy birthday......

2009-08-12T12:27:00.002+08:00

i'm still in class now...... just finish NAPFA test...........

all face look tried ...... i fail my 2.4km and

standing board jump..... the 2.4km is like not 2.4 km...

it's was like 4.8km............. my leg and body is all in pain.....

then after that take a break and we celebrate shaheerah.....

and also liyana and mine birthday that fall on august......

it was the best birthday ever... even not my birthday yet.....

but it was fun......

*****HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SHAHEERAH*****

!!!!!!!!!HOPE ALL YOUR DREAM AND WISHES!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

i make history in my life today..... i late to school
this morning... it was my first time late to school....
in school today we celebrate national day.... it was
boring but funny...... help to decorate the class then
sit around do nothing... 12 pm class dismissed......
then had dinner at causeway point.... now just return
home.....

!!!!!!that all for today!!!!!

2009-08-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

SICK,SICK,SICK,SICK again..... this morning i get a
asthma attack..... but it not that serious.... it just
a normal asthma..... absent from school again.... so boring
at home..... eat, sleep and babysit BAM..... tomorrow sch....
i think tomorrow at sch have National Day celebration....
but still start sch at 8am... wahhh that will be so boring...

!!!!!THAT ALL FOR TODAY!!!!!

2009-08-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

okey this year my house has been make over by my
dad and me.... the colour has already change....
(sorry i can't tell or show the make over of my
house... wait for Hari Raya..k..) but wait ever
it is the house is beautiful.....

maybe by now u guys has know that catty didn't make
it to the final... but don't worry catty what ever
it is u are still the best....

2009-07-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

today school was so boring...... in school only for two lesson.....
and both lesson do nothing..... sit in class and sleep for four hour....
and exam is in September.... right now addicted to song KRAZY by pitbull
ft lil'jon......

also people PLEASE vote for CATTY.... who watch anugerah on 28/07/09,
you can see she is sick but she did a great job..... Please make her dream
come true to go to the final round..... so please vote for her by type
ANU 4 send to 73388....... PLEASE VOTE FOR HER.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

2009-07-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

i'm totally fine now... my fever and flu is gone for good..... i'll be back in
school tomorrow.... i am thinking of something about what my mum said just now....
why does this thing happen again.... i been absent for two days and no one text or
call asking what had happen to me or i'm feeling fine or not.... i could feel
that i nothing to them or maybe all this while i been using my "superpower" that all
the people could not see me.... ohh yah... i forget that i'm a "lonelygirl".... i
think it better that i just keep quiet and wait until somebody notice me.... i meant
to be alone........................................................................
..............................................................

goodnite my friends......

2009-07-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

good news people.... my fever is now gone.... and only leave
my flu..... it okey as i have one more day to rest... i'll
return to school on wednesday.... confirm i miss alot of thing....
i miss my friends to..... and tomorrow is catty semi-final round....
hope she do a great performance and get to final.... but whatever it
is catty will always be the winner..... good luck catty.........

2009-07-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

okey it's confirm that i have a flu and fever.... but don't worry it
not H1N1... it just a normal flu and fever... get two day MC starting
tomorrow till tuesday...... my fever is still getting higher.... hopefully
my fever will go down soon....

just now a friendly match between Singapore and Liverpool.... both of the
team played well and fair game.... but Liverpool beat Singapore 5-0.....
but it okey the national team play very well.....

2009-07-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

what a boring day today...... play laptop the whole day......
and now i felt weird.... my head start to hurt and i think i
just got a flu...... i think i knew where i get this flu from
'BAM'@farah.... she just recovered and know me..... wahh...
what a bad day today.... next week got two class test BEO and
POA.... also a project that will never stop.... then on 12
August got NAFA test.... wahh more stress...... cannot miss
any lesson now..... must study hard..... okeylah i need to
go to sleep now.... see ya'll soon..... goodnight........

2009-07-23T19:44:00.003+08:00

it happen again...... why these the same thing happen to me again and again.... i don't really understand why....... do i real have that "superpower", untill nobody can't see me..... now, i felt so tired to shout for anybody for help...... cause i knew if i shout for help, nobody couldn't even hear me..... if they do hear me but they can't see me...... i think it better to just keep quiet and stop shouting untill the "superpower" is gone.....

for now goodbye!!!!

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE

2009-07-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

today school was okey lah.....
but something happen and it better not to said it....
i hope nothing like that
happen again.... after school shidot,
lisa, catty, ziela, shaheerah and i went
to watch harry potter and the half-blood prince.....
we went to golden village at vivocity.....
i love the whole movie but i don't
understand the all part of it.....
after the movie.... shidot, lisa and catty
when come first.... ziela, shaheerah and i went
to vivomart(i think) to buy a sushi.....
it was delicious....
after that.... went home alone as ziela
and shaheerah took bas while i took the train....
luckily the train does not had a lot of people.....

CATTY

2009-07-14T21:22:00.004+08:00

YES,YES,YES,YES
CATTY GOT TO SEMI-FINAL
CONGRATULATION CATTY.....
I WAS SO HAPPY AND EXCITED
THAT CATTY GOT TO SEMI-FINAL....
NOW ONLY HOPE THAT CATTY
GET TO FINAL AND WIN
THE COMPETITION.....
ALL THE WAY CATTY......
!!!!GO CATTY GO!!!!

2009-07-11T17:02:00.003+08:00

Please vote for CATTY
ANU(space)3 to 73388
she has a lovely voice........

THANK YOU

♥♥♥♥REST IN PEACE MICHAEL JACKSON♥♥♥♥

2009-07-08T23:35:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson
1959 - 2009

His music has bring a lot
of different people around the world
together......
All of us will miss his music
and his move......
We will always remember you.......
REST IN PEACE MICHAEL JACKSON

transformer

2009-07-05T02:41:00.004+08:00

yesterday(4/7/09) went to watch
transformer with yusri, sis and sis's bf......

it was the best action movie ever......

now i'll be waiting to watch
'Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince'
can't wait to watch it.....

and also i am waiting
for next Twilight saga movie
'New Moon'

2009-06-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

few more day before school
re-open....... i can't wait to see
my friend again........ i miss them so
much..... also can't wait to know
what subject we are studying
next term.....
ohh yahh..... i pass all my exam.....
CTR - 'C'
OCM - 'B'
BPF - 'A'
OSA - 'A'
hope i pass the next exam.....

!!!THAT'S ALL FOLK!!!

2009-06-23T23:43:00.003+08:00

getting ready to go to mediacorp
to support catty..... she wanted all
her supporter to wear blue all the
way......

today, catty did her best and she get
all good comment from the
judge..... now only waiting
the result next week.......
so please support her and vote for
until Tuesday 6 p.m.

hope catty get to the next round

and get highest mark.....

2009-06-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

today was my boring.......
yesterday busy with my cousin
wedding..... help around a little
and also help to look after bam........
tomorrow i will be at mediacorp to
support catty in anugerah.....
in the first episode she get
the highest vote.... and hope
tomorrow she will be the highest again....

GOOD LUCK CATTY WE WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT U!!!!!!
YOU GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!

++++ BAM DAY OUT++++

2009-06-15T23:44:00.005+08:00

today is bam first day
trips to johor. my family and my aunt
and uncle went around johor for a day.......
mostly we went to angsana
and pontian. it was fun and saw bam in
the car can't sit still. the most fun
part was when bam saw a life
chicken and went we having dinner there
was a cat sat beside her and she
never move a lot but when the cat go away
she kept calling the cat...... as usual bam
call the cat "dog"

with four legs, she will call a dog>
but the cat came to her........

it was a tiring day.......
but i have a lot of fun.....

### GO CATTY GO ###

2009-06-10T12:32:00.003+08:00

congratulation to catty.....
she got to the next round.......
all the best for her......
remember to vote for her people........

###HOLIDAY###

2009-06-03T16:06:00.002+08:00

Yes finally, all the exam is over.....
yesterday CTR paper is hard.......
i just hope that i pass the paper....
today is OCM paper is was a bit easy.....
now i just could hope that i pass the exam.....

but the best thing is that
it HOLIDAY now.....
yayayayayaya........
now i just need to enjoy my holiday
to all my friends enjoy your holiday..........

2009-06-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

today OSA exam was okey......
i managed to do well hope i pass the exam
tomorrow will be CTR and i'm more nervous on
this subject.....
the OSA exam ended at 10.30 and after
that me and the girl went to vivocity....
had our lunch at long john silver.....
i had fun with the girl and
i hope we get to go out together again........
***THAT ALL FOLKS***

2009-05-31T00:00:00.003+08:00

what a boring day todays......
in the morning and afternoon do nothing......
eat and karaoke with sister....
but at evening go to IKEA at
tampines with mum, bam, sister and her bf.....
looking for curtain and a light......
after that go giant eat and find a
present for my cousin......
and now just return from.........
bam is already fell a sleep.........
###that all folk###

2009-05-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

today was a boring day......
mr daniel did not come...... then ocm
we all do our own thing.....
next week is the exam......
not yet study...... wahhh more stress.....

but i won't forget about yesterday.....
we had a mini class party...... mdm
haslina buy pizza for us and we had alot
for fun....... hope we will get
to do a mini class party again............

2009-05-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

one more week till exam....
now busy with revision and practice
to do especially OCM and OSA........
hope everything goes well..... : )

2009-05-23T20:40:00.003+08:00

today i went to east park with
abah, mama, syahid and bam.....
it was the fun day.....
reach there eat McDonald then
company abah fishing for awhile
then go cycle for two hour
lastly go home sweet home.......

+++WISHING UPON THE WISHING STAR+++

2009-05-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

isn't it better to have a wishing
star........ you can wish watever
you want and then you get it........
now i wish i have my own space and room
just for me......... i know my wish will
never came true....... ohh ya, i remember i'm the
smallest one........ : (

2009-05-18T19:19:00.001+08:00

the presentation and the roleplay
is finally done.......
now need to focus on the upcoming
exam....... after the exam is holiday

^^^^^ANGEL & DEMON^^^^^

2009-05-16T15:23:00.002+08:00

YES!!!!! finally the movie been
waiting for is finally here..........
yesterday shaheerah and i watch
"angel & demon"...........
it was a best movie........
but the movie was not the same
as the book........ but it's okey
whatever it's is the movie is the best...........
and on monday is our
roleplay..... more nervous...
and also the presentation.......
the exam will start on 2 june till 4 june..
after that it HOLIDAY.......

2009-05-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

finally the BPF test is finish.....
now only need to do the BPF presentation.......
it will be tomorrow...... more nervous......
and CTR role play will be
starting next week..........

hope very thing goes well.......

HAPPY MOTHER DAY

2009-05-09T23:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER DAY to all

mothers in the world..........
appreciate ur mother while they
are in front of you....... i
know mother day is tomorrow
but me and my cousin celebrate it
today...... he buy the cake and i buy the
flowers...... the cake was so delicious......
once again to all mother out there
HAPPY MOTHER DAY

< this is the cake that my cousin bought...

below is the flower that i bought
for my mum and my aunt

2009-05-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

today i start school after being absent
for three day....... in school everything
goes well today..... but catty and zeila absent today....
also i got a very "good" news went i reach the
school..... my friend inform me that
we had a BPF test....... i only had 6 hours to
study..... mine so nervous.... it is because
who fail this test or fail section b will
stay back after school tomorrow.........
but thank you to shaheerah and all
my friends who teach me just now........
i pass the test 17/24 and also i pass my
section b....... wahh so lucky.........

2009-05-06T22:24:00.002+08:00

i actually start school today.....
but i still have high fever this
morning take panadol, go to sleep again
and few minutes later fever gone..... but i can't breath .....
go see the doctor again.... take more medication....
NOW..... i'm better........
finally tomorrow i can go to school.....
i miss my friends a lot.......
see you guys tomorrow.............

THE VAMPIRES

2009-05-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

why do i always fall in love with a wired guys????? i fall in with two vampire.....
firstly i in love Edward Cullen. he is 120++ years old..... secondly i in love with Henry Fitzroy. he is 480 years old..... the different between them is that edward is more younger than henry..... but both of them are so handsome....... i wish that both of the is real in this world....... what is it like to fell in love with a vampire???????????

STRESS AND SICK

2009-05-04T22:16:00.004+08:00

i didn't went to sch today......
i had a swelling inside my throat.....
and mu voice sound weird....
i'll be absent till tomorrow.....
i will back back on wednesday......
lucky mr daniel postpone the BPF test
to 13 may.... but i need to catch up with the
new topic that hard to understand.....
also i haven to his project yet......
2 project that still need to be done.......
and also CTR roleplay is coming soon........
more stress will be added soon i think........
i really miss my secondary friend so much.......
i knew they too had a stress time with their o level.....
so guys GOOD LUCK.........

2009-05-04T00:16:00.002+08:00

wahh.... so tried......
just now was the best dah in my life....
went out wit mom, dad n yus......
wahhh...... when shopping...... and surprising i'm
not the want who bought alot of thing....
it was yus the want who buy alot of thing......

BAD NEWS......
i had a bad sore throat......
i hard for me to swallow thing.....
i does not know tomorrow need to see doctor
or not.....
but the GOOD NEWS is that.....
i recover from the fever.........

2009-05-01T20:35:00.002+08:00

today is Labour Day......
and i had a bad high fever........but
i cure now..... it a boring day today.....
now i'm busy with my project and
test........ i just finish OSA & CTR test
now left only BPF.......

BUSY DAY

2009-04-19T23:50:00.002+08:00

in the morning go
to bukit gombak accompany my
mum to the market.......
then go to Lisa house to do the LFS
project that due tomorrow.....
then to my cousin house .....
wah.... so tried....... hope could wake up
in the morning........

'''''SCHOOL RE-OPEN'''''

2009-04-13T22:43:00.003+08:00

YES.... final school open again.....

get to meet all my friend again....
also...... today is the first day for the April intake
student to start school....... see a lot of new faces...
i meet kak mrya in school too.....she in tourism.....
hope to see her in school....

last Saturday, i went swimming with my sis,
cousin and Bam....... after that we went to
yishun safra to play bowling with my
sister boyfriend...... this is my second time i play
bowling..... and i got a stroke...... but
i still lose..... i think my sister boyfriend won......

after swimming and getting ready to play bowling......

+++++BAD NEWS+++++

2009-04-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

the bad new is that,
few minute ago, i got
an asthma attack.......
it been long i didn't have
asthma..... lucky i have keep my
medicine with me.......
next week my school will start again.....
now i miss school so bad.... i miss my friend.....

MY FRIENDS

2009-04-05T23:23:00.003+08:00

i miss my old friend.......
i miss laugh with them and i know
all for them a too busy with their
school and their lives......
hopefully we could meet someday and
went out together.......
i miss fiqah, izatty, kidah, reshmi,
azeila, aishah(hamid), veeknesh and
many more.......
hope we get to see each other soon
i miss you all.....
good in your o level, hope you
all pass with flying colour..........

2009-04-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

today i went to my cousin
house do nothing..........
you know it holiday right now....
and i'm bored......
today actually me and my friend
went out and watch movie.....
but it has been postponed to i
don't know when..........

2009-03-31T23:37:00.002+08:00

today i went to causeway point to
company my mom to buy her new bag....
after go one round in the pasar malam
she final found her bag that she wanted........
this friday..... my friend and i will
be watching movie together..........
hope this plan work....
for almost a month, i didn't watch
the C.S.I..... it is because for one
month Channel 5 show a hit movie.....
but right now i'm waiting for BONE.....
it the same as C.S.I but it more on investigate
on bone...... it is interesting to watch
more on criminal program because you can
learn many thing....

+++THAT ALL FOR TODAY+++

BORING DAY

2009-03-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

today is boring day.....
nothing much to do.......
but just now i just watch
DEATH METAL CITY...... it a
Japanese movie.....
it was so funny...... i recommended
that you watch.... it is so funny..........

+++that all for today+++

+++++BAM GOES TO THE ZOO+++++

2009-03-28T17:26:00.003+08:00

today my family and i went to the zoo....
wat make me excited was that.....
it was first time farah@BAM went
to the zoo..... it not worthy to bring bam
to the zoo.... it is because she afraid to get
near to the animal.... even the
fake animal....... it was fun
to see bam afraid of the animals......
also she get a chance to play in
the new kids playground
it was fun to get out with my family.......
but something went wrong when we
got back home..... first thing we lost bam favorite
bear >so sad..... she has to learn to sleep
without the bear<.... the second thing is
that i got a fever >the fever actually...... NOT
came from the animal but it came from bam<

ANGELS & DEMONS

2009-03-26T22:37:00.003+08:00

right now.... i'm start reading the book ANGELS & DEMONS
by Dan Browns..... i knows that
the movie will be out in may 14 2009....
but..... i can't wait for the movie....
so...... i buy the book.....

INTERNET IS FINAL BACK!!!!

2009-03-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

my internet has been cut for

few days.... but today the internet is
back......
there a lot of thing has been
going on lately.....
now is school holiday for three week only...
but yesterday was the fun thing happen to me...
we went for class outing @ east coast park.....
it was fun.... almost the whole class came....
here are some for the photo that i took enjoy:

LAPTOP....... AND???????

2009-03-13T23:57:00.005+08:00

finally i got what i want........
i got a LAPTOP but not mini laptop
that i want.... it just a normal laptop.......
i now a happy girl...... hahahaha.....

few minute ago..... i received a
phone call from a old friend of mine....
it is a shocking for me because
she never call me in a year....

but it okey that she call me.......
so that i know she is fine........
hope me and her will still
keep in touch........

2009-03-11T19:37:00.004+08:00

today is the boring day of my life.....

go to sch do nothing.......

cause bpf and ocm exam finish.......

now only waiting for ctr and osa exam...

ctr next week and osa is this friday.......

hope i past all my exam........

yesterday i did my bpf roleplay......

and it is horrible..... we forget our line and the

benefit of the product......

so sad seh......

however, during bpf lesson today, all the girl

take photo...... it was fun.....

here is the photo of OE girls......

ENJOYS!!!!!

WARNING!!!

there is no ghost involve in

this photoshot.......

me & my friends......

>>>>>PROJECT WEEK<<<<<

2009-02-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

today i didn't go to malaydance.....

it is because i need to finish up

2 project (bpf & osa) that due next week.......

also i need to revice for basic personel finance (BPF)

the test is next week.....

i just finish my bpf project and i need to

finish up my osa project now.....

wahhh so stress

last thursday, i did my ocm roleplay...

i'm so nervous that day....

lucky everthing goes well....

and i hope to pass the roleplay.........

>>>>>FRIENDS<<<<<<<

2009-02-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

I enjoy going to school now....

as i have a lot of friends in school........

i don't feel lonely now......

just now i went to causeway point

with lya and lisa......

it's fun... going out with them.....

i hope we get to go out together with

the rest of the girl..... and maybe with

the guys........

ECLIPSE

2009-02-22T14:09:00.001+08:00

finaly i got eclipse book...

the continus from twilight and new moon.....

i been searching this book for almost a

month now..... and i finaly got it....

few days ago something bad had happened

in the school..... something that i wish

i didn't saw it.....

i think its better just to kept it a secret for

now......

i hope everything will be better soon.....

*****IT'S ALL ABOUT ME*****